I'm seeing Red, back to back max loss, and it's the best thing that has happened to me yet...

Last 2 days P&L wise has been a bloodbath.  Hit max pain and forced to sit on sidelines for remainder of day.  Most would think this a defeat however the last 2 days have been the most enlightening as i've drastically increased my size and have been working through the emotions.  I have limited each day to only 1 mistake (the good news), but again, i've been making 1 big mistake each day (the bad news).  As i eliminate this 1 trade each day, i will overcome my final struggles to make it to the next level of trading that i am looking toward.
The trades:

http://www.tradervue.com/shared/users/4408